Modern fertility ???

Did someone try modern fertility kit??? I’m 32 years old and I want to TTC. But my boyfriend wants to wait one more year to TTC. My biggest fear the more I wait, the more difficult it will be for me to get pregnant. Plus we all know it takes time for ourselves to get pregnant and by that time I will be close to the 35. We are 100% healthy, on the way he was heavy drinking, he just quit completely and I drink often. But I’m planning to slow down my drinking and start taking prenatal vitamins, just in case and prepare my body. This fear is so bad!! Already talked to a therapist and best option is to look for check how am I with my fertility, so I don’t pressure more him to have kids soon. HELP!!! I don’t know how to control this fear 🥺 I want so bad to have a kid. The age is killing me!!! Thanks girls!!