So I just found out that I am pregnant. I took 3 urine tests and all were positive.. I just got my HCG blood test today and waiting for results.

I have been married for 5 years this coming December, and our marriage is good. Just like any relationships it has its ups and downs. But overall very happy with him.

We went through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> several years ago due to his low sperm count and bad morphology. We never implanted the 1 eggs that survived the procedure just because insurance would not cover it and it was already very expensive, so we decided we would wait, and try naturally. We have not been using birth control at all. In the mean time we almost coped with the fact that we couldn’t be come pregnant. (I know we weren’t using birth control, but the DR. Gave us a 1% chance of ever having a child naturally..)

Well now that I’m pregnant, I’m not sure how I feel. I am in such a good place in our lives: finally have great support system with friends, not struggling to pay bills as much, and I still want to finish schooling and such. I am working at a club and training to be a court reporter.. so I am far from a career that I want..

I know I forsure am not ok with continuing the pregnancy and then giving up for adoption.

But I’m not sure if now is the best time to have a child. So idk which way to go. Abortion or keep the baby.. any advice would be welcomed. I have been thinking about it non stop for 2 days..I am 6 weeks pregnant.