Just to vent

I hate being such an overthinker! My anxiety never lets my mind settle. With my first son I breastfed for 3 days and gave up so I really wanted to fully go for it this time around. But now that I have a toddler and a newborn and my husband is home for 3 months he’s such a big help I selfishly stopped breastfeeding so we can split the work and it would be easier on my mental health. I know In the long run it’s the best decision for us as a whole but I can’t help but keep feeling horribly guilty since I have such a great supply and my baby did very well. Other than the exhaustion and cracked/bleeding nipples. Just throwing out my thoughts since they keep playing over and over again.