Father Of My Child💔

Hi ladies 🙋🏻‍♀️ just need to vent!

I think it’s over between me(27) and boyfriend(26). I mean, I think it’s been over for some time now but I think it just started really sinking in for me. I love him, very much but he just can’t seem to grow up or get his priorities straight. We’ve been together for 5 years and we have a 2 1/2 yo son and he was planned. Now once I found out I was pregnant I instantly became a mother. My maturity grew and my priorities changed drastically. He however stayed the same man-child he was before. Everyone kept saying “once he holds that baby it will click and he will change!” Well...here we are 2 1/2 yrs later and if anything he has gotten worse. Yes he works and I stay home with our son but EVERY second he isn’t working he is face down in his phone of stuck on the couch playing video games! He sometimes even spends 2+ hours in the shower! He never helps with the baby and if he interacts with him it’s only long enough to shove a phone in his face so he can continue playing games with his “friends”. I can’t remember the last time we had a date or the last time he even hugged me and don’t even make me think about the last time we had sex because that would take a while to figure out. It’s honestly like we’re just two people who had sex, had a baby and now we’re roommates who kiss once in a while. I can’t get him to help around the house ever, we currently have bags of trash piling up because he promised to take them on his way out but didn’t. He dirties every dish we own and won’t wash a single thing! Leaves any and every piece of trash he has all over the house and just expects me to clean up after him like he’s a child! He eats all of the food the baby and I rely on during the day and bitches when he has to buy more groceries when he “just bought some!” It’s just becoming to much and it’s like he’s a teenager who doesn’t give two shits about me or his son! I’m so tired 😓 and sick of crying!!! I’m living the single mom life with the father dancing around me watching me struggle on a daily basis!💔 I’ve tried to for years now to push through for my sons sake but I’m tired....just tired!