So, I need some advice or even encouragement at this point.

My soon to be husband and I have been ttc for a year and a half now. We have gotten pregnant once together and we lost our son at 5 months due to a doctor stripping my membranes, and caused me to go into early labor. Everything with the baby was perfect, nothing wrong.

We have been trying to get pregnant again, and so far we haven’t. Our doctor said we have done it before and shouldn’t be no problem to do it again, he also advised us to see a specialist to have a game plan set for our next time. Which is totally fine.

But I truly feel maybe something is wrong and that’s why we aren’t having any luck? I am prolly just in my head at this point because I want it so badly. I’m currently taking pre-natals and eat healthier and also lost 75 pounds to increase my chances. We dont know what else to do or try.

We messed around with pre-seed and I do the whole legs in the air lol.

A girl I work with just announced she’s pregnant and it just killed me inside because it’s not fair...she wasn’t even trying and her boyfriend is on drugs. Happy for her but hurt at the same time if that makes sense.

I’m just to the point of giving up and losing all hope for myself. It’s the only thing we want in life and can’t seem to grasp it.

Any ideas would be appreciated and thanks for listening to my rant :).