Life is absolutely crazy.

We have been ttc baby #3 since September 2019. This will be our final baby ideally. ***who knows if we will decide to try for a forth. But this has been a long long year. We had a chemical in April. Sad, but I knew it was coming so I was able to prepare for the bleeding. So then after a full year went by my doctor took bloodwork and suggested my husband get a semen analysis. $200 later, his semen analysis came back fine. Since my bloodwork came back fine my doctor prescribed me Letrozole. I told her, since my insurance doesn’t cover any fertility treatments, and we have two perfect girls already, we would try one more thing. Letrozole cost me $3. So his test came back in October on day 5 of my cycle. My doctor said I could start it that day, but she likes starting on cd3. So I decided to wait till next cycle to start the pills. I’m super regular and my period is due to start on the 27th of October. I’ve been feeling kinda off the past few days and had one last pregnancy test in my easy@home pack. I thought to myself.. this isn’t FmU and it four days early. I’m wasting a test...

Praying to God that this little bean sticks... I haven’t told anyone yet, I’m not ready for that. Time to pick up more tests!

I relaxed a lot after knowing that both my husband and I were fine. I think that helped. Even though I hate when people say to relax and it will happen.