Please help, insight or encouragement i need it

Violet • TTC babe # 2! 💃🏼

So yesterday at 13dpo I got two positives on FRER. One in the AM and one in the PM. This morning I woke up and got a BFN and started spotting. Bf thinks there “still a chance.” I think I’m out another month. I had a chemical last month and I think this month is another chemical. I’m so devastated. 2 rounds of 50mg Clomid, no issue ovulating ever. Pelvic US and BW all NORMAL. I’m 33 and he’s 38. His semen analysis came back normal and was 70million per mil. Been trying over a year. And it’s all such a mindf*ck. I woke up this morning hoping for a dark BFP and it was STARK WHITE. Only to wipe and see blood 😭 Cannot stop crying. Tests posted were from yesterday.