I just found out I have PCOS. we have been trying to conceive. But my doctor told me that he thinks it’s going to be very difficult for me to get pregnant on my own. This was so hard for me to hear. I’ve wanted nothing more in my life than I wanted to be a mom.

The past two nights I have had dreams about finding out I’m pregnant and being pregnant, telling my mom and the whole deal. And it kills me. It sucks so much to wake up to the reality that its just not that easy. I put away anything that I had made when we started trying (thinking we would have no problem I made little announcement boxes for our moms to give them when we got pregnant) 😭 just had to get it off my chest. 😭😭