So a couple times i have this dream where i tell someone to tell this guy tht i said i'm sorry for what i've done. To recap; the guy tht i'm apolagizing to is a guy i've known since the 7th grade & we became friends, then we became bestfriends. & like we never dated but there was defiently something there (we even got told tht we sounded like an old married couple). Well, after 10th grade he messages me saying tht he misses me & i told him tht i missed him too, then he asked me if he could ask me a question & stupid 16 yo me thought he was gonna say something inappropriate & idk ehy i would think tht because he's not like tht🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️. so i just said i don't like those kinds of questions 🤦‍♀️🙄, then he said oh, sorry🥺. & you know i move to the next state over because my mom remarried, then me n him lost touch & haven't talked in maybe 6 years if tht, but until 2018 when i sent him a lonnnng message explaining how i felt about him & saying how i was sorry for everything & how i would've said yes to him & stuff. But he messages me back saying " look tht was a long time ago no hard feelings & i would appreciate it if you didn't send me anything like this again because i have a girlfriend tht i love very much" & blah blah blah. I said oh, ok sorry then he said "you're fine", then i said ok but then tht was it between me n him. Then his girlfriend at the time started messaging me off of his account (well she sent me a message requst but by the time i saw tht she was using his messenger to message me), anyway i kept apologizing over & over again, but she kept repeating the same stuff over n over but then she blocked me from his account. Well like a week or 2 after tht all went down, my friend told me tht tht guy was single but i said oh well because idk, tht was freaking humilating & i feel bad. But so they were broken up but then they got back together, & now they're broken up again & i'm not blocked anymore because i sent him a friend request & he accepted it which i'm actually surprised tht he did because i thought he hated me & whatever but i haven't talked to him tho mainly because idk what to say because of the whole thing of me thinking tht he hates me. But i mostly have dreams of him anyway & most of them are of me wanting to apologize to him for everything. I just don't know what tht means ecpcially because i kinda already apologized to him. Also please no mean comments because we all make mistakes, tht's how we learn from them & grow as people.