She thought I told her to dig in something nasty

I just wanna tell someone what happened yesterday. My SIL came over to get my card because for some reason hers wasn’t working and she cash apped me her money and took my card to the store to buy stuff for her baby.

I have OCD, It kinda rules my life in a way.

The things I take out of my house have their own space and after I have showered I do not touch my purse and my wallet because it has outside germs on them. I do wash and disinfect my purse but i know that it’s ridiculous to do that every single time you leave your house, if I did that my purses and wallets would be falling apart. Do they just have their confined space in my home where I don’t touch them until I have to go outside again.

So I have her come over to get the card and I’m already showered so I pull my wallet out with two fingers like “just dig in it for my debit card, it’s all germy” and she looked at it like it was disgusting. It’s a normal ass wallet and it’s not dirty like there’s not even dirt in the crevices of it. I said “no girl it’s because I have OCD and this wallet goes out of my house so I don’t want to touch things that leave my house after I’ve showered. It’s not actually disgusting to normal people”

She didn’t understand that all but it’s okay. I can’t really help the way my brain works.

I had another shower because I touched the wallet.

Yes she only spent her own money with my card, there’s no money on that card now that she spent what she put into the account. I have another card and account with money in it. I gave her the empty one to put money in. it’s a debit card not a credit card so she wouldn’t be able to overdraw it anyways, I can also see exactly where she spent her money. She is trust worthy don’t worry and I am not dumb

If you have any tips on OCD by the way, I feel like it controls me. I want to have control over myself again. I’m on medicine for It but its manifesting so hard and it started when this pandemic began.