Sex at 6 days post partum

I just had my son on the 19th and my boyfriend wanted to have sex on the 21st. I told him we had to wait the 6 weeks. He kept telling me that since I hadn’t had a vagina delivery that it would be fine. He kept asking me and after multiple gropes, feels, pussy and titty grabs I finally gave in at 6 days pp. I feel like shit because I really wanted to wait. Especially with me adjusting to being a new mom I didn’t want sex to be the 1st thing on his mind. I feel so guilty that something can happen to my body and I want to be healthy for myself and to care for my son. 😔