PCOS diagnosis

I got a PCOS diagnosis along with an infertile diagnosis today. Infertility diagnosis only because we have been TTC for 2 years with no luck. I am so overwhelmed with the new medications and the drastic changes that need to be made to my diet/lifestyle. I am also just flat out sad. I'm sad for myself as all I've ever wanted is a big family. Sad for my husband as he would make the best father. Just sad and scared. I don't know what to do with myself or how to even feel about this. Luckily my husband has been amazing, came home from work and has been very supportive. But nothing is making me feel better.