I am writing this in years and I am shaking I have been ttc since 2016 with my ex I haven’t be able to get pregnant since 2015 which ended in a miscarriage 🥺 me and my ex have had a very long and toxic relationship I found out he was cheating on me for the millionth time 😫 finally I said enough and dropped his stuff off at the girl house and washed my hands with him it hurt real bad Especially with them posting that they are trying for a baby and planning a wedding literally all the things me and him were doing he doing with her it’s like he took everything I asked for and gave it to some one else so a month later I met this guy he was nice and respectful like a breath of fresh air I told him that I was still healing I had sex with him One time and lord knows that’s all it takes and I didn’t even think anything of it because why ? I have been trying for years and I haven’t got pregnant so here I am with a 5 day late period but still not thinking anything of it because my period has been a whole month late and still I wasn’t pregnant how about I found an pregnancy test this morning in my bathroom and I take it and booom a clear positive I was in such shock I ran to the store to get digital and boom another positive I let my ex make me feel like less of a women because I couldn’t give him a child but god said it wasn’t time I still feel like my period is gonna come any day I am so nervous but I am ready for my rainbow baby