Emotionally drained

I’m not sure how much longer I can do this

13 cycles to conceive with a low sperm count

Ends in ectopic

This’ll be our first cycle trying since it happened, I really don’t think I could handle another year TTC, I’m so emotionally drained

My partners sister in law is pregnant, 4 weeks ahead of where I was, never wanted kids, suddenly changed their mind, got pregnant within 7 months at almost 35

Me? 23

I hate this

I’m struggling badly

My body has failed me and I hate it

I’m physically broken and always will be