Emotionally drained

I’m not sure how much longer I can do this

13 cycles to conceive with a low sperm count

Ends in ectopic

This’ll be our first cycle trying since it happened, I really don’t think I could handle another year TTC, I’m so emotionally drained

My partners sister in law is pregnant, 4 weeks ahead of where I was, never wanted kids, suddenly changed their mind, got pregnant within 7 months at almost 35

Me? 23

I hate this

I’m struggling badly

My body has failed me and I hate it

I’m physically broken and always will be

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Ni

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Your not alone. I went through this my last 2 cycles was ready to give up trying and was so over trying and just wanted to stop already. My fiancé and I decided to try one more month. Honestly I have to say during the time I have never felt healthier. I put all my control issues with wanting to get pregnant into taking care of my body. Sleeping better, eating better, drinking more water and finally after 2 years going to the doctor to get my hormones checked(which took away a bunch of stress). Today after always having long cycles and ovulating around cd 20 on cd 15 to my suprise I got my peak we didn’t track until my ovulation test today. Honestly I have to say this is the first month in a long time I actually feel hopeful. If you need someone to talk to I’m here

Ni

Nicole • Nov 1, 2020
I feel like taking care of myself and my body has honestly helped my mindset and put me in a better place for ttc

m

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I am so sorry ! I feel for you , this journey is draining. If you are on IG @nataliecrawfordmd had an ectopic . Don’t know if that helps but she is a great resource on ig