I have been wanting to have a baby for a long time. I dream about it all the time, I work at a daycare and am the lead teacher for young infants, I watch family vlogger on YouTube and pregnancy updates. I want a baby.

I am 22 almost 23 years old with a fiancé and we currently live in his family’s basement that they renovated into an apartment. We plan to live here for 5 years to invest in a house of our own but already made plans to have at least one baby whilst living her because he wants to have a baby soon as well. I really want to start to ttc with my love but I can’t because of my traditional family who believe that I should wait after my wedding in a little over a year. However I can’t stop thinking about it. I want a baby.

I know if we were to get pregnant now only my side of the family would be disappointed and upset due to set traditional values. So due to this I decided to wait. Moving in together at the age of 21 before marriage was a hard struggle for them as well. They fought and fought until I told them I’m moving in with my fiancé whether they like it or not. I have been ignoring my wants to have a baby but sometimes I can’t help it.

Any ideas on trying for a baby but scared of your family’s disappointment? I know I sound immature writing this but I’m just venting. In reality I’m a very mature person. We can financially support the baby at this time also.