I’m 30 years old trying for baby #1. We’ve been trying off and on for like 3ish years. The scariest part of TTC is wondering if you’ll ever actually conceive. I’ve never been pregnant. I want it to badly. Of course it hurts to see people conceive accidentally or see people who shouldn’t conceive due to certain circumstances.. but just the worry of if it will ever happen. We started back trying this month and after taking a huge break, we find ourselves excited again. Baby dancing, talking about baby names we like, and purchasing new batches of pregnancy tests! Never giving up but scared to death that it just may never happen. It’s sad and my worst nightmare. 😕 So to all the girls who pray for the chance to be a mother, you aren’t alone. And if you need a TTC buddy to chat about this stuff with comment or message me. It’s hard to talk about this stuff with family and friends who don’t really understand. ❤️