I needed to vent and have an outlet. I am so heartbroken, sad, mad, upset, confused, shocked... Why is life so unfair? This wasn't supposed to happen. Yesterday we received a text that my husband's best friend, childhood friend, passed away unexpectedly due to COVID...How? Why? Why?!?!

He was such a loving, funny, beautiful soul. This wasn't supposed to happen. They lost their baby last year, 3 months later lost her dad, and a year later lost her husband. They were couple goals, the most loving and giving couple ever. With 2 kids and one on the way in less than a month and a half. They were supposed to grow old together. We were all supposed to grow older and watch our kids grow old together.

This is the biggest, hardest shock for all of us during the worst time ever. Holidays, a baby on the way.... I am so broken for her, their family, their kids, their friends, for us. How is this possible?!

And I can't even go to comfort or physically be there for her. 2020 has just been the worst. 💔