Rant..

My best friend just found out she was pregnant a week ago (not trying) and she is debating to keep it or have and abortion. I had a miscarriage 5months ago and have been trying to get pregnant again and nothing. She knows this hurts me, but I know I need to be there for her. Her and her boyfriend are so immature and he doesn't want the baby at all. She is at least thinking about keeping it but still. . I just keep asking myself why her. Why couldn't it be me. I'd do anything to have a baby... Am I wrong for feeling this way? I mean I'll support her with her decision. It just hurts.