Finally ovulating and....

I just need to vent for a minute. So my daughter is 15 months and we've been trying to get pregnant for a few months now due to breastfeeding. Well, I started taking maca and FINALLY got a positive ovulation test today. Well, we had sex 3 nights ago and had to stop because of shafting, he has a cut. Well..he's been jerking off in the shower and when I told him about finally getting a positive ovulation test he was excited too, but when I asked if we were going to try tonight he said no because he isn't healed....I'm very hurt right now because this took months!! I would even feel better if I knew that he wasn't messing with it in the shower...but I do..and it hurts