Im so overwhelmed :( I feel like a failure

This nausea is absolutely crushing me. I am always late for work because mornings are impossible. Im always worried at work that i would throw up while consulting with my patients. Cant focus on work because this nauseating feeling wont go away. Im always hungry but am full immediately after starting to eat, only to be hungry a short while later but nauseated.

I think of the billions of women who had babies for I did and how I didnt hear any complaints and I just feel like a failure. :( i feel bad because i dont want to feel like this anymore although it means theres a beautiful life inside of me.

Currently only 6 weeks 4 days, cant believe i have at least another 6 weeks of this :(