I hate breastfeeding.

I hated it with my first and I hate doing it now. Although I am strong willed and refuse to do formula since I’m producing enough and don’t want to deal with bottles and mixing formula etc...and I do like the convenience of whipping out the boob whenever needed but...

Damn it if she doesn’t latch proper and my nips sore, and My back hurts from being hunched over and lactation consultants are like “sit up straight, use more pillows and blankets and turn their body and align their mouth, pump more to produce more”...

It’s hard. And right now I’m over it.