Depressed over TTC

Been TTC for 6 1/2 years, I have PCOS and my husband is more than 100% fine - I took it really hard once we got his perfect results a few weeks ago and it left me feeling super alienated..

Like its me.. only me.. and I do all these things and it doesn’t work.. yes I have gone to the doctors but because of covid it put all my stuff on delay and because he took a year to get his analysis done I may have to repeat all my process..

I’m just feeling really bad and alone even though I know I’m not..