Start of our journey

My husband and I have been ttc for years with no success. I think we never wanted to admit that there was maybe something wrong. My husband is now 42 and I am 37 and we know this is probably our last change to get pregnant. My husband has had his semen analysis test and they are a bit slow and I am getting my internal scan on the 16th November to check everything looks ok. I’m really nervous as I’m worried if I don’t get pregnant soon, I may not be able to at all. I have about 8 pound to lose before I get to a BMI of 30 which I need to get to before I will be given IVF so really trying hard to get to this soon. This group really helps with my fears and it’s great to find likeminded people I can speak to about this. My husband doesn’t want to tell any of our friends and family which makes things a little bit harder. I think he sees it’s as a failing on himself which is isn’t! Just hoping for some good news to be able to share in the future and I’m really inspired by all the posts I’ve seen on this group! Miracles happen every day! ❤️