So I dated this guy last year, and I fell so in love with him! Everything I done revolved around him and what he wanted. For 5 months we was together and I felt like it was perfect. (He cheated on me twice without me knowing till 2 weeks ago).  So in July my parents made us break up, he started doing major drugs and drinking and he's had an anger problem forever. (He used to beat his exs, but never hit me) I started seeing someone else and he came to my house drunk and high and threatens to kill my family. Well I have a restraining order against him now he served his time in jail, and rehab. And he wants me to start seeing him again. But I love him a lot, but I feel like I've lost a lot of love for him because of the situation, I just don't know what to do about him?????