My boyfriend told me he asked me for another burrito before we fell asleep but I honestly didn’t hear him. I tried to wake him up to see if he wanted to eat, he said no “you’re fake, you couldn’t feed me so no”. He woke up from from his nap mad, he told me he wants something else, something more, he claims he’s been telling me he doesn’t want this relationship anymore but every time I try to leave him he makes me feel like I’m the bad person. He tells me it’s always me, so whenever I tell him “okay maybe this is for the better” he says he doesn’t want anyone else but me. Well after he told me those things when he woke up he said “ And you want a kid, a stupid kid” not to mention I’m pregnant WITH HIS CHILD. I’m tired of this, I’m tired of this relationship. I don’t even think I love him anymore. I can’t be in this toxic relationship and I for sure don’t want my child to grow up seeing him act like this. I’ve been pushed around by him and I’m putting an end to this. Me and this little human growing inside of me deserve better. With or without him.