I hate breastfeeding and feel so uncomfortable with how large my breasts are. I also am constantly battling blocked ducts and the pain that comes with that. I am able to satisfy my baby by breastfeeding alone, but she's constantly on me and I don't feel like I can leave the house ever. I'm producing lots of milk and so I feel guilty even considering letting my milk dry up. But I just want my body back again! Is anyone else feeling the same way? Anyone considering weaning also?