Pregnancy After Loss

Hi guys! I have a 4 year old son. Recently in August I had a miscarriage. I was going to start the medicine clomid this month to induce ovulation because it took us 8 months to get pregnant previously. However, I have been feeling the tiniest bit queasy and randomly took a pregnancy test the other day. It was positive. Five tests later, they are all positive. I did not expect this. I am struggling with the fact that I am terrified to accept that I am pregnant because of how bad my last miscarriage tore me down. I’m so so scared to be excited because I’m terrified of loosing another baby. I’m not sure what I’m asking, I could really just use some prayers and if any of you have went through this how did you deal with it? Thank you! ❤️