Still excessive crying at 4 weeks PP??

So I’m starting to think that things just aren’t quite right for me. Don’t get me wrong I have amazing days but my lows are so low and the amount of times in the last four weeks I have just bawled uncontrollably are not like me. I had a pretty traumatic birthing experience and have been having a really hard time with breastfeeding/pumping/feeding my baby where I just feel like I’m doing something not right all the time and making myself feel awful. At what point is it not baby blues and it’s something more?

It’s like I can’t control my sad emotions or dig myself out of my sad hole unless I wait a couple days for it to blow over. Something family related happened yesterday that had me feeling like I let everyone down and I ugly cried about it the whole damn day and night. Just felt so heavy but I had to carry on all day for my baby girl

If you were worried it was more than just baby blues. Did you call right away or wait till your 6 week?