I LEFT HIM ON READ!

I am SoO proud of myself!!! Okay I know this is really silly, but I just had to get this out there and I don’t think any of my friends care so I wanted to make a post at the very least just for me.:)

BUT I LEFT HIS “HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?” Snapchat on read!!

This is HUGE for me. This is the man who told me he wanted to marry me and have a family with me, the man who would constantly tel me he loves me while we made love. The man I wanted to give everything, (and I did) too. The man I couldn’t see myself without.

ALSO the same man who told me despite all that, he wasn’t over his ex, that I wasn’t his type, the one who made me completely te think my self worth when he left. And even after that, I was okay with being his backup girl, I was okay with him talking to me and then just leaving me on read for months even after we broke up.

Well guess who knows her worth now? Guess who would never give herself up ever ever again? This girl!!!! Sorrry if this is stupid but it took so much for me to just leave him on opened and not say a word.