This is hard

I never expected motherhood to be easy... at all. I knew it was gonna be hard. But, there are so many emotions that I never expected to feel. I feel like I’m failing all the time. Sometimes I feel like no matter what I do, I can’t make my baby happy unless he’s eating. There isn’t a worse feeling than that.

I can’t even get my baby to sleep 😖 I try EVERYTHING. He was fall asleep and then two minutes later be wide awake again.

I desperately need an outing to the store to get out of the house but every time I do he cries because he wants to be held. Screams his head off in the car and the store.

My baby is the best thing to happen to me and I love him dearly but I’m drained 😓 very emotionally exhausted.

I just needed to rant. It helps to feel not alone in these times.