Baby girl born at 36w (nicu advice)

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My sweet baby girl was born at 36w3d. She is a repeat csection x3. My dr decided to go ahead with a planned csection due to contractions and fear of me going into labor myself and complications following. However her little lungs were a little under developed and it was decided she needed to be transferred to a different hospital to stay in NICU. She is currently on cpap machine and has been there since November 12th and was born November 10th. Any advice from others who have had babies born around 36 weeks and were in nicu? How long were your babies there? I’m a mess. I only got to hold her once and I’m home recovering because I had complications after surgery that caused me to lose a lot of blood. Any advice to ease my mind helps. I want my baby home :(

UPDATE:

My klohee girl spent almost 4 weeks in the nicu. She was on home oxygen and an apnea monitor for 5 months. She is almost 9 months and doing wonderfully ☺️