So here is the thing.

My birthday is coming up in less than two weeks ( a big birthday for me ) . And nobody, litterally nobody cares. My boyfriend isn't able to be here and say " he will make up in December etc. My friends have work and well, simply can't do anything with me. I feel just to talk to someone. I always try to make my loved ones feel incredibly special on their birthdays and this year, with ym big milestone birthday, it's just as If nobody cares. I imagined this bog event and everything , and currently the only date I have is with my bed and food. Like me and my boyfriend have been together for 4 years almost , so I though especially with this big birthday coming up he wil plan something special , but he is just not able to .

Ugh , sorry I know this all feel so freaking stupid, I just want to feel treated and special for once. I am very independant , so what I want , I work and buy myself , but even though there's nothing I need or what, I just feel there should've been SOMETHING my boyfriend or loved one's could've done for me 😭😪