Ugh I HATE PADS

So is anyone like me who absolutely HATES pads like seriously I haven’t used a pad since I was in middle school but my doctor told me I need to wear them at night, I tried and I do not understand how people can do it!!!?!??! Seriously it feels gross and just bleh. And it’s so messyyyyyyy omg 🤢

How do people do this, how the hell did I do this when I was younger!!