So in february ill be giving birth to my rainbow baby. I went into preterm labor in march at 27 weeks so now i am afraid to buy things until my baby is actually born. Last time i had his carseat in my car because i was moving to a new house and it being in the box was just taking up space. A few days later i went into labor then one week later when he passed away while i was leaving the hospital i looked in the backseat there the carseat was and i had this emotional attachment to his carseat for months until i finally chose to return it. Im saying all of this to say is anyone else with rainbow babies waiting to purchase things out of fear? or afraid for anyone else to buy their baby anything? I’ve only purchased a small amount of clothing 😕 Is anyone dealing with this or does anyone have any advice to offer?