i honestly don’t wanna be alive my feelings are hurt , i lost my virginity to this boy i’m 18 we had sex one night before he left town , we did it 4x the last time without a condom but i didn’t know till after but now idk if i have a yeast infection or a std ,typing this put me in tears if i have a std i really don’t know how ima live with myself i pray it’s just a yeast infection , and i also never had a yeast infection before .... i hate it here