Ugh...just venting

J

I went for my beta this morning and they called back while I was at work and couldn't get to the phone. So fast forward 30 mins I'm on lunch. Try calling back and no answer. It has now been an additional 30 mins that I have been on lunch and they still aren't answering. The anticipation is killing me. I checked to see if anything was posted and the only thing is my progesterone which is at 40. I should of just peed on a stick this morning!

So I had to go back today (Friday) because I was in the grey zone (10 was my number) now I play the waiting game again. The lady drawing my blood said she has seen it go up. I said someone my age it has gone up? She's like yeah I've seen it happen...ok! I keep getting these flutter feelings but when I went to the bathroom I had some spotting when wiping. I know some times that means nothing but I'm going with I'm out this round☹. I would be amazed if they told me it increased.