I’m checked out for the work week

These past three months have been rough. 2 miscarriages and not knowing what’s going on and why, my husband and I have been so distant(due to the miscarriages), and on top of that he got switched to nights a week after my miscarriage so it’s been rough sleeping alone. The worst part is knowing he’s home and I’m at work I just want to be home with him. When I do get home I only see him for 2 hours. I know I’m completely spoiled when it comes to him being home but the timing could not be more worse. Unless god knows we just need a break from each other even if it feels like we don’t! I did post about a week ago about feeling super distant from my husband and the words that I received were so nice, thank you! I just needed to vent again.