Hello all my pretty ladies!

Today's November 20th, 2020 and a beautiful day at that. One day before my period. At 7am this morning I opened my last pregnancy test, a digital. Thinking well here goes nothing... Pee into a cup. Open the test only to see yes+/no- and the clock for a quick second. The yes+/no- disappears and the clock remained. I literally tapped the test like "helloooo are you still working properly". Took the cap off and dipped that bad boy. Surely thinking it would say "No-".

Today's 10 days before my 25th birthday and god gifted us with our rainbow 🌈 baby.

The digital read yes+ one day before my expected period.

Literally shaking in the bathroom, I grab my phone and the test, tuck the test under my phone and walked into our bedroom where he was laying in bed. I'm smiling ear to ear " bad news or the good news"

"Bad news is IDK if this is legit, but good news no period for 9 months"

We got dressed and headed up to go shopping. Snagged a 3 pack 2 pink dyes and one digital. Sure enough two pink lines appeared.

I want to tell everyone, but at the same time I don't want to believe this is real.

I'm so worried about losing our rainbow.

We miscarried at 10 weeks September 7th 2018.

This month has been crazy, from passing my drivers test. Yes, I'm almost 25 and just got my drivers license. But who the hell cares. Because I did it, and I did it for myself. Then finding out my boyfriend's job has employees that tested positive for covid-19. My boyfriend ended up contracting it, passing it to me and my father. And has been out of work for two weeks.

We took a test yesterday and hopefully it comes back negative. 🙏

I hope 2020 continues with more good news.

Don't lose hope.

God blesses us when we least expect it.