No symptoms 2nd IVF after miscarriage

Tashy 🌈 ✨ • Ttc for 3 years , 3 failed iui cycles , 2 Early miscarriages thru IVF 😖 , 1 chemical , rainbow baby coming 2021 🌈 ✨MANIFESTING ✨

So I’m currently 3dp5dt and my last cycle when I conceived I had so many symptoms and in my heart I just knew I was , and this cycle I have no symptoms and I feel like I’m starting to loose hope but I know it’s still way to early but I just don’t have that same feeling in my heart that I am , you know what I mean ?? 4dp5dt is when I found out I was pregnant last cycle , I’m to scared to test