But sometimes she has a really hard time getting close to me because of things in the past...we had a couple bad times when she was last pregnant, alot of arguments and sometimes I feel like even though things are way better now, I still get the cold shoulder...I know she loves me, she shows me in different ways, but I can't remember the last time she's said "I love you" first, asked for a hug or a kiss...she's my everything, and this doesn't make me feel neglected or anything, just would be nice to see a little more affection once in a while. What do you guys think? I know she's trying to forgive and forget things in the past, I can see it, but it sure is taking a while.