TMI I have a problem

Maria Katie
So I've always had problems with ingrown toenails and have always been able to pull them out one way or another. However, I've recently been going further to the point of hacking at my toenails and managing to pull them out from the root. I don't suppose anyone has any ideas for deterrents or what might distract me from doing it. The pain, blood and such doesn't bother me at all and neither does the prospect of my nails not growing back. 
Here's a picture to show what I did tonight. 
I pulled two ingrown bits out from my big toes and attempted to take off my other toe ( I've managed this twice before along with my other foot and both my pinkie toenails)