Feeling frustrated

Arghhhh !!!

Anyone else done this and know ways to get through the next week?

So I fully messed up and put my period in to glow a week or more after it had finished (I simply forgot to track on the days) so my period was “due” last week or atleast I thought it was thill I was going through some messages and realised it started a week later than I thought, so where I thought I was 5 days late and ready to test I am now waiting for my period again and feeling kinda heart broken....infact to better describe it I’m waiting for my period to not come and baby dust to be setting in at the moment but I know I’m just being silly even hoping for it and to be honest I’m just feeling really quite confused at the moment and don’t know how I’ll deal if I do get my period, especially if I’m at work.... like I know it’ll break me this time around I can just feel it and I’m really not a strong person to just pull myself together, but then yah can’t just go home because enough get your period 🥺 I’ve had my period many times since my last angel baby but this time was different , I tried so hard to wait to test (5days past due period feels like a long time lol)