I Think My 🐱 Is Ugly

Yesterday, I had a look at it in the mirror and I never really look at it that much. It was so ugly that it made me insecure and embarrassed to have sex. I’m so embarrassed that I don’t want to have sex with my boyfriend anymore. Worst part is he’s seen it up close and personal lots of times as he’s given me head.. His genitalia looks good too so I feel like I’m the one with the ugly body. I don’t know what to do. Do I go see a surgeon to fix it or what ?? It’s pink and brown, fat, plus I have pubes. The pubes don’t even make it look worse, it looks ugly without it too.