Please convince me that leaving my abusive boyfriend was the right decision

Deep down I know the right thing was finally leaving him...but as I’m now not fully financially stable (I earn money from social media but a lot less than most and it doesn’t pay bills. Theres potential tho) and living back at my parents it’s hard not to question my choices. When with my abusive ex I had a corporate job and living on my own and with him (parents helped with rent a bit) but if I stayed with him and the job, I would be living on my own and paying my bills. But downfall would be that I would still be in an abusive relationship and I can only imagine how bad it could be. I quit my job and moved to another state with him where his family was, 5 months in I was finally able to find a way out after trying to leave for 2 years. At first I didn’t regret it, but now as I keep being turned down for jobs and 5 years away from 30, part of me is like if you just stayed in that relationship you’d still have that job but like I’m safe now so idk why I’m even second guessing it. Please give me hope that I made the right decision

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