Antibody D

First; Hi, I am Lily; I have a 3 1/2 year old daughter, 1 miscarriage and a year of trying before I got her, since then 2 chemical pregnancies and 3 miscarriage longest miscarriage at 14 weeks. Well here we have it, this isn’t about TTC just to start the story. I ovulated 1 week ago (and we baby danced a lot) 3 days after I ovulated I get a letter from my local blood bank where, as of the last donation I’m one donation away from a gallon. And it tells me that my blood work came back and showed I carry Antibody D in my blood, and since I’m 0- it’s even more rare, it also states that women who have this should talk to their doctors if trying to get pregnant. Well fuck. So I email my infertility doctor on a Friday evening (bad idea, too many days before I’d get a response because of the weekend 🤦‍♀️ )so then my own dumb nurse (real nurse here 👩🏼‍⚕️) mind played Dr Google and wtf. Not only does it make it hard for me to get pregnant because my blood attacks the baby and if I do get pregnant there are a butt ton of complications the child will be born with. Wtf 😳 then I get the email response back today “Sorry for the delay getting back to you. I’m going to have to reach out to my colleagues to get more information. From Dr ***. Well now we wait, the doctor I work with everyday doesn’t even know about this, but when you google it, it’s not pleasant.

All I know is my sweet daughter is my miracle, someone blessed me with her. And if now I know the answer to my infertility journey and the this is the world telling me that my baby girl is my one and only like I am to my adoptive mom, then it’s time to give my all to her.

Every loss has brought me down and made me feel worse, it’s time to start lifting me up and enjoy my blessings I have. I’m over the heartbreak

However, I may still wait to see what my infertility doctor ends up telling me.🤷‍♀️

And who knows, we did have sex a lot when I ovulated and maybe I will be blessed again.

Wish me luck ladies ☘️