Feeling defeated

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So just getting things off my chest. I have been off of birth control on August 27 and my body still is all over the place. It’s just frustrating. I know it’s only been a little over 3 months and that’s not long at all but I worry ALL the time. If my body is still trying to get back on track or if something is wrong? It sucks not knowing where your body is at or what it’s doing. Seeing so many people I know get pregnant without trying and here I am actively trying is the worst feeling. I want to be happy for people but it’s so hard when it’s something you want more than anything😔