Feeling so down on myself the past couple of days. AF doesn't start for 8 days and I already feel like I'm out this cycle , but still in? Idk how to describe it. I'm symptom spotting left and right and I feel like I haven't had these pms or ovulation symptoms before, but I have to keep shooting myself down because I don't want to keep ending up heart broken with the negatives. As we talk about it more and more I picture our life with our future children and I long for it. I just hope our time is very soon...