Trying less hard

So I’m going to take the pedal off for a bit. No bbt but will still do opk to know my LH surge.

I’m finding that I am tied to the tracking and it hasn’t happened yet for us. It’s making me grumpy and kind of lost the joy for everything.

I’m quite a planner, tend towards obsessive behaviour and this has hooked me in a lot. The pregnancy test strips are so addictive to me, waiting for that positive like a scratch card for my whole future.

I might start tracking again after Christmas but I will put the thermometers away for now.

Just a few days of AF and we can start trying again. I kind of wish I didn’t know the science, like when you find out how a magic trick was done. I just want to feel the magic again ✨✨