Caught partner cheating yesterday. I’m 37w2d pregnant. Our son just turned 3. He hasn’t touched me affectionately or at all in months. He wouldn’t let me touch him either. Always a reason to avoid it. How am I supposed to prepare my mind for natural childbirth with this weighing me down. We just moved out here. No family around. I’m not close to any of my family anyway. I don’t have a single friend I could talk to. Or anyone. I’m so alone. I’m so crushed.